I'm not dead

For those that actually read this blog (no one) I am currently NOT  dead...just been missing :P
school's busy, basketball like almost everyday
yet this is my first Thursday without basketball and having to do homework...and I feel actually kind of bored to be honest
I could practice my dribbling, but I have a semi bum wrist that is telling me it hurts like hell at the moment.
Only 7:21.
Maybe I should go take some advil....nah I don't like painkillers
So this is pretty much just a really long rant. Somewhere to vent my thoughts.

Something to ponder
What does it mean to like someone?
Can someone tell me? caz I honestly don't know the answer
Butterflies? Nervous? Stomach in knots? I honestly don't understand.

Can a relationship be something else than what the media portrays?
Someone to joke are with, be sarcastic.

Funny how I seem so depressed on here, when I'm truly not in person.
I'd rather stay a child than be a brooding teenager.
Rather be clueless than know everything in the world.

To be honest, I couldn't dream of being someone else other than who I am today. iIf I had to be someone other than we I am, I probably would perish in this world.

I live on being carefree. I simply cannot survive any other way.

Seems like a long rant :P
But I'm satisfied.